Geral Blanchard, LPC, is a psychotherapist who is university trained in psychology and anthropology. Formerly of Wyoming and currently residing in Iowa, Geral travels the world in search of ancient secrets that can augment the art and science of healing. From Western neuroscience to Amazonian shamanism, he has developed an understanding of how to combine old and new healing strategies to optimize recovery, whether from psychological or physical maladies.
MDMA, Big Mind, Big Time, Big Identity
Who am I?
Little self or Big Self? Am I something bigger than I have been able to imagine up to this point in life?
Many mystics and spiritual seekers express interest in mind expansion – seeing themselves and the world from a wider and more meaningful perspective. Some people find introspection through meditation and contemplation to be helpful in this regard. Another avenue to understanding how and where we fit in can include entheogens (like psilocybin) and empathogens (like MDMA).
With a strong connection to Mother Earth, Pachamama, or the world surrounding us, many indigenous tribes see an interconnectedness that many of us miss, or can’t comprehend on a deep level. I am reminded of Yiokasin Ghosthorse, a Lakota radio broadcaster. He has defined soil as “who we used to be.” Soil is also what we will go back to being after our extraordinarily brief sojourn on this planet. The Mother’s umbilical cord is never broken. What Ghosthorse’s words do for me is to invoke a much longer time frame than many of us Westerners routinely consider or can practically comprehend. It is our temptation to think in supernatural terms rather than the super natural.
In the grand scheme of things, it is mighty difficult, at least from Ghosthorse’s soil perspective, to think of ourselves as very important individuals, “king of the hill” so to speak. Yet, following indigenous-inspired MDMA treatment(s) our stature and concern with personal eminence seems to diminish. A humility, versus hubris, enters into everyday consciousness. Buddhists might refer to this phenomenon as “dying unto ego” – a subjective loss of self-identity, no longer being in the left-brain’s tight grip of how I want or think I need to be seen. Shedding this addiction -- an attachment to the incessant desire for an outsized planetary significance – often occurs following a spiritual awakening induced by psilocybin or MDMA. It is a sobering and enlightening event, similar to what Bill W., co-founder of AA, experienced after ingesting LSD.
Native cultures emphasize our relationship to “all the relatives.” And the enhanced consciousness derived from the medicines can be regarded as a relational intelligence. With it comes an enhanced sense of obligation, or responsibility, to each living being on Earth.
And reciprocity too; it’s no longer all about me. It is as if our culturally programmed narcissism shrinks and we shed our separating skin, merging with the greater humanity, a greater animism, the eternal Big Soul.
When a person “awakens” from a four to six-hour treatment, they often have a pressing desire to connect with other people, to rejoin a larger social world. A generosity is felt, a mutuality, the desire to offer care to others who have been forgotten for too long, like the downtrodden or even persons who once harmed them. Like a Lakota who commits to the Sun Dance on behalf of his people, any previous aversion to sacrifice fades away. The power of connection is so strong. The desire to serve is so compelling. Values shift in the direction of big-heartedness. And it seems to get a “neuronal foothold” and persists.
Buddhists talk about the Eightfold Path. One of those paths is right understanding or what I would like to call right relationship. This entails a shift from emphasis on accumulating “likes” to mapping relationships, from quantity to quality, from goal orientation to the process of intimate relating -- a communal orientation. The poet, W. H. Auden put it succinctly when referring to our connection to all that is when he advised, “Love your crooked neighbor with all your crooked heart.” We are, after all, very similar and to deny this basic tenet, is to live a life of separation which leads to suffering and ultimately to loneliness. So if we are to look out for ourselves, we must consistently look out for everyone.
Similar to the tightly intertwined underground mycelium root network of mushrooms, a change in our neuronal networking can nudge us in the direction of greater connectivity, and along with it, greater wisdom of who we are and all the places where we live…and flourish. At the root of life, like-minded people includes everyone.
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“It is my belief that entheogenic agents unleash a form of consciousness better able to grapple with the ultimate questions about the reality process than our normal frames of awareness, that they truly offer us a glimpse of some great meaning hitherto the sole domain of the shaman and the mystic, a meaning only alluded to in the conventional religions of the world.”
- Simon Powell in
The Psilocybin Solution: The Role of Sacred Mushrooms in the Quest for Meaning
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Basics of MDMA
Rituals and Ceremony
Brain and MDMA
Trauma
Heart
Energy Movement
Quantum Physics
Native Cosmologies
Nature
Spirituality/Enlightenment
Kogi Tribe
Books written by Geral T. Blanchard
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