Geral Blanchard, LPC, is a psychotherapist who is university trained in psychology and anthropology. Formerly of Wyoming and currently residing in Iowa, Geral travels the world in search of ancient secrets that can augment the art and science of healing. From Western neuroscience to Amazonian shamanism, he has developed an understanding of how to combine old and new healing strategies to optimize recovery, whether from psychological or physical maladies.
MDMA's Fundamental Teachings
You are your medicine. You are your doctor.
Perhaps for years you have been looking in all the wrong places for healing medicine, what shamans prefer to call living in harmony.
MDMA prefers to make only a few house calls. After that you are on your own, so you don’t become dependent on external chemicals for happiness. Along comes the realization that, “I am the chairman of my own wellbeing.” Some of the entheogens and empathogens awaken divine powers already residing within us. That is the medicine’s fundamental teaching. If we don’t get that message and live it, there may be an eternal quest for ingesting and titrating just the “right” amounts of “this and that,” plant and chemical cocktails, which presumably can assure an unruffled existence through life’s travails.
Kathleen Harrison, in Visionary Plant Consciousness wrote, “When you invoke its medicine [ayahuasca] without even necessarily touching or finding the plant, it has become your deep ally. At that point you have access to the spirit of the medicine.” Dance with its spirit and you may never lose it. A good sign that this ability still rests within you is when you recall previously ingesting an entheogen and noting that within five minutes you feel like you are on another journey. This time, you started your own engine, not the medicine. With this recognition, it may not be necessary to rely on some external agent to jumpstart a spiritual journey.
The medicine takes up residence in your being, in your soul. It can develop a strong and secure mind. It may also be that it provides a split, or shared, consciousness that can be dialed up or toned down at will, a shapeshifting of sorts. This is similar to the experience of animal guardians. Once
coessence has been established with another critter, we can summon our medicinal and animal allies at will. At that point we are in the driver’s seat of our lives, not reliant on external magic as now the internal
sacred magic is accessible. That’s empowering.
You become magic, not in supernatural ways, but a super natural variety. This is quite the opposite of trauma’s sequelae of powerlessness, hopelessness, helplessness, and despair.
To reactivate the medicinal experience, a major chemical blast, or even microdosing, may not be necessary. Sometimes it’s as simple as going inward and reimagining the prior healing experience. To set that process in motion, repeat the rituals that preceded your medicinal ceremony. Regularly replay or sing the music associated with the treatment. Read literature that resonated with you at that time. All of this may reawaken memories and shift your mood (”feelbacks”) with increasing speed and alacrity over time. As Mandaza Kandemwa, a Shona water spirits shaman would say, “Practice, my dear.”
Persons suffering from addiction engage in external referenting. This is the tendency to rely on aids from outside sources, like drugs, for internal peace. When interiority supplants this tendency, it is called recovery. For instance an alcoholic is rarely told to periodically drink a light beer to jumpstart his recovery. His “stash” is no longer comprised of drugs or alcohol; it now is made up of internalized skills, and abilities, not just substances or intense activities. That is the difference between being grounded, and being high.
What lives inside each of us following a sacred treatment ceremony is the spirit of the medicine and the spirit of our animal allies. With proper care and feeding of these life forces, we can wear a modest yet confidant smile knowing that life is back under our control. Then the external focus is on how we can give back to the world – sacred reciprocity.
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“The Creator dwells in the Seventh Direction, at the center of the universe, which is everywhere and within each person.”
- Black Elk
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Additional Reading:
Never Enough: The Neuroscience and Experience of Addiction by Judith Grisel, Ph.D.
Chasing the Scream by Johann Hari
Lost Connections by Johann Hari
Other Topics
Basics of MDMA
Rituals and Ceremony
Brain and MDMA
Trauma
Heart
Energy Movement
Quantum Physics
Native Cosmologies
Nature
Spirituality/Enlightenment
Kogi Tribe
Books written by Geral T. Blanchard
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